Sunday, December 16, 2007

Summoning Angels

While I was at college, I lived in a dorm where most of the beds were elevated on A-frames to within a couple of feet of the ceiling. This was done to allow more space within rooms, since they were quite small to start with. One night, during my freshman year, I fell asleep in my bed while my room-mate worked at his desk, tucked below his bed at his desk on the opposite side of the room.

I remember dreaming that I had found a very old piece of vellum with what appeared to be an Enochian Chant written on it. These chants were used in the Middle Ages to summon angels, and are beautiful pieces of vocal composition. I began to sing the chant (confirming that this was a dream, because I cannot read music, much less hold a tune). When I got to the end, I was disturbed to find that I had just sung the chant to summon Lucifer.

Sometime later, I was lying on my stomach awake in the dark, and I felt something approaching. When I picked up my head and looked, a great big bat landed on my face! With a start, I woke from that dream, to find myself back at in my room, with my room-mate's desk light still on, but with him nowhere to be found. Instead, sitting on the end of my bunk bed was a very old, wrinkled man, who held out a bony, freckled hand. He said, quite pleasantly, "Shake the hand of Satan."

I watched with amazement as my hand moved out to grasp his -- without my being able to stop it. And then it was all gone, and I woke up the next morning. I asked my room-mate whether he had noticed anything strange the night before, and when he replied that nothing had happened, I explained my dreams. He told me he had not left the room at all, and had gone to bed quite soon after I had last spoken to him, turning out his light.

I tried to convince myself that this had all meant nothing, but I did spend the next days wondering about that handshake. I had a very creepy feeling that I had just done something that would not do me very well in the near future. Luckily, nothing did happen, and I was able to file this event away under "strange (nested) dreams," but I often wonder what would have happened to me mentally had some other strange chance occurrence come to pass while I was affected.

Should I ever find out that such an Enochian Chant exists, I will be sure never to read it.

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At 1:35 PM, Blogger Blair said...

I recollect after reading this that I always worried, growing up in Ecuador, that I would accidentally allow the clutches of Lucifer to grasp me and lead me to some depths of human depravity unknown to my very young mind. This terrified me. Looking back, I am now wondering if this "recollection" was a similar experience to the one you describe. It was very real, those feelings on being on the cusp of becoming evil.
Though nothing has ever come, but still my more irrational and superstitious nature fears my jinxing it.

 
At 9:32 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

In ancient Rome, Lucifer was a very minor deity associated with the morning star. In the early Christian Church, there were at least two bishops named Lucifer. The name means "light bearer", and even Christ was been called this in the earlky church. It was the church which eventually declared Lucifer and Satan to be one and the same. For many, though, this isn't the case. Lucifer denotes self reliance, intellect, advancement, etc. and has nothing to do with Satan.

Gnostic Luciferians for example, see him as a "Christ/messenger" or saviour of sorts who (with other angels) came to earth to save humankind from the machinations of the false god of this world (the demiurge) and to remind us that we are the children of Gods and are progressing towards divinity. You dreamt about Lucifer and then about Satan. Perhaps the two were different in your dreams, not one and the same. In this case, a struggle of sorts can be surmised, and this is good.

Hans

 

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